
Ann Phong is an artist originally from Vietnam, who has been an educator in the Los Angeles area for over 18 years. She speaks about her passion for art with an intense and energetic tone that captures your interest from the start. The artist discovers herself through art and points the finger to her students to become their own teachers.
She started drawing and painting when she was young, because she wanted to find a place in her family. She had many siblings, and her older sister was smart and got all the attention, so she did something different to fit in, and so found a way to express her feelings. After high school she wanted to study art, and applied repeatedly for two years but couldn’t get in because she was not a member of the Communist party. By the third year she was depressed, feeling no sense of a future, “at the bottom of a basket”. She would wander Saigon seeing other people’s difficulties, including the number of homeless people sleeping on the streets after their property was confiscated. That was in 1981, and when she had a chance to escape by boat she took it. Periodically from 1979-1984 they would receive messages that the SOS, a French organization, had ships waiting 200 nautical miles out on international waters in the South China Sea. At the same time there were perils – knowing about the people trying to escape in small craft, many fisherman had turned to becoming pirates. They knew the refugees would be carrying jewelry and valuables as they fled, and would rob them and often rape the women. Many of these women, shamed by the experience, would throw themselves in the sea to drown, an image that still informs the artist’s work. As a young woman it was a frightening choice to make, but she made it and survived.

Once in America and with nothing to her name, she followed the advice of a friend to study to become an orthodontist, even as she hated the whole direction. It wasn’t until a car accident that she found herself stuck in bed and thought about her direction in life. She asked herself, after risking so much to escape and leaving everything behind, why on earth now that she had won her freedom had she dropped her passion just to earn money? Where did that outside priority come from? She reaffirmed her original direction towards art, and it seemed hard to fight everyone and everything to stay with it, from her community’s expectations to her own husband. She laughs, “This is what trained me to be a strong person.”
She explains that these experiences link her to issues all artists have to confront. “I was burdened by all the big names like Rauschenberg or Picasso I had studied and who seemed to overshadow my efforts. The turning point was when I made the choice to follow myself, and when I looked into myself, that’s when I saw the water.”
This is something specific I encounter when I speak with Asian artists. Often when working with a Western artist, you are delivered a clean lineage of names that place the work in the context of history. The Western artist uses lineage to anchor the work as Contemporary by preserving an established pedigree. While the spectrum of art is broad enough to draw connections that can underline almost any approach, Asian artists frequently throw out the entire premise of history as influential in their work, preferring to focus the source for creativity within the person of the artist. Some I have spoken with regard the Western tendency to describe their work via connections to previous artists and other cultural references as the “Trans-Atlantic Myth”, that Contemporary art is rooted somehow to the developments in Europe. The focus on the individual, and the associated relationship to the experience of human and nature may be rooted in Asian cultures saturated with a history of practicing meditation. Greater stress is placed on individual accomplishment that is gained through insight than through participation in an overarching historical myth. The ultimate credit for creativity becomes decentralized, and belongs instead to the development of the individual.
In the current series of paintings, she works from the concept of a memory box. “People have a box within that contains all of their memories, good and bad.” When she opens her own box, she sees a lot of water. Ocean water, and in the ocean, she sees life and death. She had crossed the Pacific Ocean to arrive at herself; where she now lives in Long Beach, she goes down to the shore and “when looking deeply enough can see all the way back to Saigon. The ocean is a powerful reflection of life, moving up and down, it is unpredictable, sometimes tranquil and sometimes violent.” It is a duality that has parallels in her own life, and the way she experiences it. When she looks in the box, she sees the water and it transports her to its changing nature. Because of her experience with everything that culminated with the escape, it’s important for her to record her feelings as art, to record all that life and death she came face to face with. “It gives me a way to connect to my people across the ocean, and to communicate with Americans as well. This is not about something like sunrise and sunset. I want to show the dramatic and intense parts in the flow of life.”

Her daily routine begins as a response to the world. She reads newspapers, listens to the news, and contemplates what she runs across, processing the language. During her long drives to work, she finds the process leads to the formation of images. In her visions she gets blurry images of color that are well formed enough to dictate the size and format of a work. When she sits down to paint, the images that appeared to her are then changed by her actions, and she “accepts the challenge. The image, colors and brushstrokes have to flow together, yet the initial energy and intention as it appeared to me is still there.”
I asked her why she creates so much texture rising off the canvas surface. “My life is not smooth, so my painting isn’t either.” She loves sculpture but doesn’t have the room to do it in, and she also loves texture. It makes the work tactile, and people want to touch the paintings. She says, “They should go ahead, I use acrylics for their plasticity and strength, and they’re plenty strong for feeling with your hands.”

The paintings are built up in layers, often over a period of several months. She loves the acrylics for the speed in which they dry and its glue-like properties, and the way they allow her to work quickly and in bursts. She builds by responding to specific areas of the paintings. “Paintings are like being in a relationship with a human, getting to know them is different each time. Sometimes you know them right away, sometimes it takes forever to get to know your partner. As long as the partner is still in the house, you can still change them. And of course we’re artists, we can change our mind too!”
Art has delivered to Phong a sense of self-confidence. She says it helps her realize the worth of her life on this earth. She experiences powerful moods that rise and fall, and it helps her to calm down when she puts it on canvas. “If we take the whole packet of ups and downs, we see more of life.” Beyond herself, she can use art to get over the language barriers and communicate across cultures. She tells a story of how touched she felt when a painting she had in Paris sold to a man who lived in South Africa, and only later did he ask for her name and to find out about her. He didn’t know a thing about the artist, he just loved the piece, and that was a true victory for the power of visual communication across borders.

There are meanings behind what she does, but in the work she gives only hints. The person who views the work can add themselves in, and experience them in different ways. “A painting is like a house with many doors and windows. All allow one to look out, but none of them have the same view.” She takes the experience of the viewer into consideration, and adds that an artist has a certain responsibility to the viewer, in that the artwork is a part of the artist. “It’s their identity, and we’re responsible for how we treat others in the world.”
As a teacher, she talks about how much it takes for an artist to mature. “Money plays a strong role in all of this, it means a lot to young people and this is often their main concern for what seems like too long a time. It takes time to calm down from the preoccupation with money and prestige, and too often by the time they mature they look back and haven’t really done anything, and lose everything they’ve wished for. You know what you are getting into, and you have to make sacrifices. You have to sacrifice the parties, the nice cars, the good place to live – you have to wait for these things.”
The rejection of prestige comes naturally for an artist with her background. Foremost, for a survivor priorities shift significantly away from the mainstream, with great emphasis placed on the experience and appreciation of daily life. This can evolve to the point of a sense of freedom that makes other social values seem remote and irrelevant. Add to this a cultural viewpoint where success and maturity are much the same thing and priorities rooted in the individual are reinforced. People from all backgrounds are very familiar with the phenomenon when an artist breaks through the preoccupation of the world and begins to deliver work that is more integrated with their being. Retrospective shows are a great place to see this breakthrough in maturity visually, and for many educators this is the real goal. Viewed from the context of a culture that views insight as the source of this maturity, it is quite natural to dismiss financial success and prestige as secondary.
This viewpoint on maturity is at decided conflict with the broadening culture of Globalism. She notes that teens, especially the children of Vietnamese refugees, go through an identity crisis. In her generation few pursued fine arts, and their kids follow in their footsteps. Or the parents are so concerned with making money they forget to spend the time teaching traditions or getting to know the new culture their kids are experiencing. Most of their children compromise and study graphic arts to satisfy the expectations of earning a living. She advises her students to pursue their dreams despite all this, and that education is not enough, it only trains them to analyze. To be an artist you have to go all the way. Passion is not enough – you need a strong sense of commitment. “We artists know it is a tough road to walk, that is rocky and may take a long time. But we do it because we have a passion for it.”
We discussed the idea of what benefit having a cabin in the woods immediately after art school would provide. She lit up, explaining that as a teacher she must view everything from the student’s point of view, which includes considering what it means to have no money. “Right out of school, there is a big hole right in front of the students that they are about to fall into. Also their minds have been filled with so many styles in art history, that they need time to cool and collect themselves without worrying about money and deadlines, at least for a while,” and the idea of private time within nature seems like a fitting way to make the transition. “Having talent is good, but you need to connect to people too. If you have an unpleasant personality no one is going to help you.” She adds that spending time with yourself, and with nature, are ways to develop your personality in connection with creativity. “In the face of nature, the concerns for comparison to others wash away, you ask yourself, ‘What do I do for myself?’ You have to balance life so you can keep up the enthusiasm in the short time you have left to create after you have handled the concerns of earning money and giving to your family.”

She also stresses the importance of support that exists for the creative community. “Artists are strongly influenced by the writing of art critics, both personally and practically. The words of critics shape opportunities, and often influence the decisions of collectors and people who look at art – it’s something we can’t ignore. More people need to write about art if anything to broaden the number of points of view. People shouldn’t worry about there being too much art or writing out there, or the increase of information that the computer has brought. More art means the people who are looking are raised up a level. When someone unfamiliar with art walks into a museum for the first time, they love the first things they see because they are easily impressed. The more you see, the more you are invested, and the more you ask, ‘what’s next?’ You learn to discern, you become excited when you start finding the gems and that is your reward for your won effort.”
“The more you look, the more you start noticing trends in Contemporary art, and the next thing you know you start getting tired of seeing them, you begin to recognize what is just a trend to follow the money, and notice that the gems are artists working against the flow.” That’s when you make the connection between the struggle to pursue passion, the challenge to work within yourself to forget the shadow of history and find your own voice, and the action of making work regardless of making profit. That’s the moment when you make the connection between art and swimming against the stream, and really see the whole picture of art.

Artist Website: annphongart.com